SING AND DANCE MY SOUL
Stop worrying about what others think. They really aren't looking at you as closely as you believe they are. They're more interested in their own lives than in yours. Live freely, let your soul sing. Try new activities that bring out the creative side of your soul. You don't need to do it perfectly, you just need to begin.
Remember that not everything stays in your life, some interests fade with time. It's good to try new things and find those that bring you joy. Add them into your life, let them refresh your soul. Perhaps they'll lead you in a new direction, regardless they'll make your soul happy - and that's what really counts.
Don't let the fear of failure stop you finding little pieces of sunshine in your day.